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Land of Strange

My dreams have been taking me there lately, and while it causes some weird moments waking up, it is giving me good things for writing.  Or, I’m only a few REM sessions away from a padded room, either or.

It’s been snowing for the last twenty-four hours, and I learned that my dog needs to live in a northern state during the winter.  She loves the snow, and I’m dorky enough that I find it entertaining when she chases the shovels of snow I fling off to the side.  It means she’s been conked in the head with the shovel a time or two, but the brain damage isn’t noticeable.

Which reminds me, I need to shovel again.  And unbury the cars.  And fold laundry.  Then I’m hiding in my room and writing, while dreaming of ways to shrink myself down small enough to live in my space heater.

Can you say ‘happy Monday’ and believe it?

My morning consisted of laundry (which I’m still doing) and shoveling snow (which I need to do again).  I admit, I like snow.  I like to play it, make angels in it, catch it on my tongue, and watch my dog run crazy through it.  But I don’t like shoveling it or driving in it.  So, I’m housebound.

Yesterday was spent at the outlets with friends, and despite being mildly uncomfortable in a few of the stores (no joke, I bought things on sale because I honestly cannot understand spending $40 on a shirt, at least not an every day shirt.  Now, when I dress up, I go all out with a dress and stockings and heels and all that fun stuff, but my every day wear can be found at WalMart.  The main reason for that is the cost of things, and also because I’m more likely to go ‘eh, whatever’ when Thunder Butt rips a hole in a $1 t shirt versus her ripping a hole in a $25 shirt. 

But, I got a few things on sale, plus a copy of LET THE RIGHT ONE IN, which I’ve heard rave reviews about and have been meaning to read for some time now.  No one has a good copy of WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE or GOODNIGHT MOON, which are two books that I *need* to have my shelf.  I’ve got the Narnia collection, Alice in Wonderland, Old Yeller, and the other books that I remember playing a big role in my childhood. 

But first, I have to be an adult and finish my laundry.  I’m still waiting for the damn cobbler’s elves to come to my house and take care of this crap for me.  Because then I could focus on other things, like writing the book in my head.

‘Twas the night before Christmas…

And all though the house, every creature was stirring, including the invisible mouse.

Both dogs are chasing after the toys they throw for themselves, I’ve got a kitchen to clean and a vacuum to run, and laundry to do.

Happy Christmas!  I’ll be back on Monday, I wish you all a wonderful, happy holiday with family and friends.  {And in some cases, the booze that you need to survive said family and friends ;-)}

Hello Spawn

Insomnia, the impossible task of *staying* asleep, a dog who thinks that every time you move means that it is time to wake up, equals little sleep.  It’s a good thing the dog is cute because if not, I’d have disowned her fuzzy butt years ago.

Add in scratchy throat, stuffy nose, and being unable to get warm, it’s a great day.  However, there is good news!  My family makes good coffee, and my Nook is coming!

So, I can be sick and tired, but I’ll have my Nook.  Probably.

I’m going back to writing, I might as well be productive since I’m not sleeping.

Winter fun comes with a heavy price

Sore throats make drinking coffee really hard.  Just saying.

I have a Nook cover… but no Nook.  Sort of like having a barn without the horses to go inside, and I’m resisting calling Barnes and Noble and demanding they ship my Nook RIGHT THIS SECOND.  See, I am patient.

I took Cliodhna’s second book into a new direction last night, and so far, it seems to be working.  While the big points are still going to be there, I’m going about them a different way.

I’m hoping to make it to the gym today, as I found out I cannot run the stairs at home without risking broken bones and possible death. 

Release the Kraken!

I feel like shouting that every time Thunder Butt and the Nine Pound Terror (a.k.a my mother’s doxie) come ripping through the house as top speeds and bowl everyone and everything over.  My dog seems to think she can go all the places the doxie can go, which makes for a slight furniture upset when that place is the back of the couch.

Has anyone seen AVATAR yet?  I was sorely tempted to go see it yesterday, but that’s a movie you need company for, if only so you’re not the only one oh-ing and ah-ing over the special effects.  That, and it’s never fun to go to the movies alone.

Tonight I’m playing cook, because while it’s nice to have someone else take care of dinner all the time, I know that I cannot be Queen of Wayne Manor and have everything done for me.  I’d be completely crazy within a few days.

And, word to the wise, if someone tells that they find you attractive?  Don’t argue with them that such a thing is impossible because your thighs are bigger than theirs.  I will blame the late hour at which that statement was made on my arguing the point.

I’m dreaming… of a white… Christmas

I bitch and moan about being cold, driving in the snow, and ice that makes it interesting to walk the dog.  (By the way, I can walk on ice, I just cannot maintain my balance to take my shoes off once I get to the house) Despite all that, I want a white Christmas.  It’s not Christmas to me unless there is snow on the ground and wet patches on the carpet that soak through your socks and chill your toes so you have to wiggle them under the butt of someone you love under the pretense of wanting to snuggle on the sofa.  (Butts are Mother Nature’s space heaters)

In good news, Christmas gifts are back on for my Little J and Attila, my bank got back the money that fuckwit in California stole from me.  I hope whoever it was rots in a hell full of Yani music spliced with Michael Bolton and the sound of teenage girls wretching. 

My Lab is still confused by my pod person’s nine pound doxie.  They’re getting along better than they were the first night, but it’s still a battle of wills in some areas.  Doxie thinks she’s Queen of All, and Thunder Butt is very ‘bitch please’ whenever the little ankle biter gets too uppity.  I just keep my feet off the floor and let them do their own thing.  As long as no one bites my toes, I’m good.

I’m actually getting some writing done late at night after I go to bed, it’s a good time.  No internet to distract me, no one who I might ignore.  Just me, a pen, a notebook, and a free standing lamp.  I love the ease of writing that comes with a computer, the uniform look of the letters and the easy editing options, but nothing will take the place of watching my words bring a page to life in my hands, or the feel of pen pressed to paper. 

Mother Nature is confused up here too

Yesterday, it was cold enough that I’m sure my sinus cavities froze everytime I had to go outside with the dogs.  Today, my breath doesn’t even fog up in front of me.  Mother Nature is very confused right now.

However, my toes are still cold and numb. 

Parking lots are deadly when you’re the only gas friendly car in a world of SUVs and souped up trucks.  And one such man driving a souped up truck decided that my little car pissed him off and he made sure I knew it.  The Christmas Spirit must have decided not to bite him, and I can’t say I blame it. 

While I’m freezing off little body parts, both the Muse and Thunder Butt are having the time of their life.  I saw them playing in the snow this morning, the Muse prancing around in bare feet and a nightshirt with penguins on it while Thunder Butt tried to intimidate a bush.  I don’t ask questions, I just keep them from running into traffic.

The nine lanes of death in Atlanta has turned me off of city living

No joke, around the Atlanta Airport (which I’m sure is actually a Hellmouth, but we mere mortals aren’t supposed to know it) are eighteen lanes of activity, nine for each driving direction.  And no one in that area knew how to use a turn signal or understood that 3 inches of clearance was not enough room for your H2 to pass through. 

I finally get out of the ATL, and reach Chattanooga where I was going, and land for the night.  And have tequila and delicious food and fun times with Stomp and Mrs. Stomp.  I’ve known Stomp going on five years, and it’s almost scary how well he knows me.  And women in general- and scarier still that there are a dozen teenage versions of him running around between his son and his son’s friends.  And Mrs. Stomp was a blast, she and I talked dance and lingerie.  And how hard it is to bra shop.

Tuesday same back in the car.  And I drove through a few more states, had a few more yelling bouts at people who can’t use a turn signal if it meant their life, and tried to out run the semis that were riding next to me.  I do not like driving around semis.  I don’t like train tracks either.  Moving on. 

As I’m driving through these states to my end destination of the Great White North of Cold and Snow and Black Ice, I am getting gas at the handy gas stations right off any exit I come upon when I’m down to a quarter tank.  And, like most other people, I use the pay at the pump feature.  Because it’s easier than going in, prepaying, going out to pump gas, going back inside because you overpaid (which I do a lot because my car has a tiny gas tank) and waiting for your money back.

And, while I was paying at the pump, some fuckwit in California stole my card number and went on a shopping spree.  Who the hell spends over twenty-five dollars in food at McDonald’s?  Who eats that much damn food?!  Thank Bob that my bank froze my card and called and told me about it.  And that the card freezing didn’t happen at the start of the trip.  Or I’d have been calling Stomp to come get me and Thunder Butt and having my breakdown in his front room.  Instead, I had my breakdown in my car somewhere on I-76. 

By the way, is anyone else struck by how advanced we are?  I’m not talking treating everyone with kindness and respect, as we sure aren’t there, but how far our technology has come.  I was I-75, and I looked into the backseat to check on Thunder Butt.  I had laid the seats down, thrown one of her beds in the back, and piled my suitcases and bags around it so she had a fort thing going on.  She was passed out cold, on her back with all four legs in the air, and her tongue hanging out, just like she sleeps at home.  And I’m doing ninety down the interstate, talking on my cell phone to my mother on her cell phone while she was at the store.  And I accepted this as normal!  And so does Thunder Butt- we were doing warp speeds for her, and she didn’t even know it.

Mind boggling.

My Friday is not as fun as your Friday

I remember being small, and on Friday I would be out of my head excited because that meant the next day was cartoons and sleeping in and doing nothing but bugging my mother.

Now, while the weekend still means sleeping in, I’ve got a billion things that need done, and not nearly enough time to do it in.  Can I get more hours in the day for Christmas? Because that would be perfect.

But! I think the Christmas Spirit finally bit me (though where, I’m not sure) and I’m cheerful about it.  Well, almost cheerful, try me out on Monday and we’ll know for sure. 

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to try and get some writing done while I avoiding the cleaning that really needs done.  I keep hoping the elves will show up, but no such luck yet.